Ok... my first blog since posting from Scotland on the day of my husband's death. I am writing here because I have been working for my job since yesterday at 8am and it is now 6:30am the next day. I know I will too tired to write in my diary to Paul like I have since I started a few days after his funeral. I just paid in full for the monument for my husband. I am pooped. I miss my doggie. He is at my sis in laws for a sleep over. He had his annual vet appointment today which he didn't enjoy. I'm sure he will be all about waking up while I will want to sleep all day. I hope I can drive home. I miss you Paul and Marv. I will love you both forever. Why?
PS- I am sure this is like the worst blog post ever. I will laugh later when I had a few hours of Zzzzz's.
